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lyrics
My sadness fucks my anger
incestustuous spoiled twin little pricks
let me at 'em gotta get a sick fix I'm convinced i deserve
i create a new avatar every day
she's sexy, stupid and evil
wanna slice her right through her hungry eyes
right through her skinny outfitted middle
she thinks she's unstoppable and she thinks she's god
why do i arm her, she's mad
a dangerous suicidal idiot
she's a virtual enemy of the state
a rogue ensign stealing my information
she's walking around and she's wearing my
she's wearing my uniform
she's missing freckles and scars
did i erase them or did she eat them off
bit into her own sick pixels
she scares me
which is to say
i'm fearful of myself of my strength of my words
of my thoughts and my ability not to care
of my selfishness and it's time to take her out
this is the answer
i'm not a light, i'm a cancer
i scare myself and it's going real well
cause i'm so awake i'm never going to bed
i scare myself and my body's a cell
and these calloused hands are drawing targets on my head
i scare myself and i'm going to hell
cause i'm a suicidal idiot
and i'll live when i'm dead
credits
from As You Should,
released March 26, 2016
Music & lyrics by Meghan Rose
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